Another February 3rd has come and gone, and I'm still here. Still functioning. Not in a fetal position.

I love you all so, so, so much. <3 I'm pretty sure I have the best flist in the world. You guys are amazing. I can't thank you enough for the all support ( Read more... )

I'm going to Take Back The Night tomorrow.

Maybe even do the survivor speak out, if I can. I don't know how it's organized.

When I talk about it... it's kind of like I'm confronting him, in a way. Like, if someone around knows him, or knows someone like him, at least they can do something about it. Kind of a stretch, I know, but it's a nice ( Read more... )

Thank you, everyone, for the support. Today was a lot better, except that I slept in and missed my Women's Studies class. But I think I really, really needed that sleep. I didn't even take my Fluoxetine today, but still my anxiety was much less intense than yesterday. Hopefully my WS teacher will understand. But dammit, today we were going to ( Read more... )

Two days. Two days until the three year mark of my assault ( Read more... )

Big long fucking day. Some good, some bad. More bad than good, but not enough to drown out the good ( Read more... )

I didn't have school today, and trust me, I had FULL intention of finishing at least ONE overdue essay, but I didn't even open the document until about an hour ago. Instead of homework? Well, there was an iCarly marathon from 2-8 or 7, and of course LJ iCarly communities. I spent the whole day in iCarly fan-mode. And I'm in college. Oh well. Time ( Read more... )

On February 3rd, I went to Safeway, I went into that aisle by myself. I stood there in front of the Pocky, for a few minutes, trying to soak it in. Safeway has remodeled since my assault, and the aisle was smaller, but in the same place. There were two other women in the aisle with carts, making it seem even smaller. All this made it difficult to ( Read more... )

Whaddya know, another post at 4 AM. My friend's over. Second night in a row spending the night. We saw The Dark Knight on the 5th, her first, my second. It was still awesome. I picked up more things than I did before ( Read more... )

First, I really enjoyed The Ember Island Players. I believe Sukka is officially my favorite Avatar pairing.

I'm getting really sick of people calling Katara a "crazy bitch", "psycho", etc.

Has she been a little unhinged lately? Yes. Understandably so. Have these people never been so fucking angry at anyone? Never had fantasies of tearing someone ( Read more... )

ZOMGZOMG SOUTHERN RAIDERS ZOMG EXTREME EPICNESS KATARA SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My heart is racing. I've been hyperventilating like, all day. Oh my Goddesses. Oh, Athena, Sedna, Diana...

That was so frakking amazing.

Katara is my fucking hero.

SPOILERS!!!

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